No This Is Nothing.

This year has turned out to be way more spontaneous and unpredictable than I had in mind. I moved to Minneapolis, had my heart broken by the desire to live, went on a three and a half week journey despite my lack of love. Found that not all people are terrible, and stopped caring about everything. Now I’m slowly creating a clothing brand. I have a meeting with a model agency next week. I’m going to Maryland and New York in two weeks, and I haven’t had a job in a year. I keep wanting to get a job and just have a normal routine…but it’s not happening/being reunited with my niece and taking care of her for five days for an all expenses paid trip to the east coast is a hard one to pass up.

…I just like to spend my week pretending I’m not alive.

Such a good weekend. First Idle Child fashion shoot was yesterday, which went really well. Now going to go see Youth Lagoon and Father John Misty tonight. 

And Moonrise Kingdom was amazing.

I just went on a date with an attractive 28 (27?) year old who’s shorter than me. Lol…that was fun.

I’ve yet to hang out with anyone younger than 25 in the three months that I’ve been living in Minneapolis. I feel so lost among my age.